Softly laying on the ground

Okay, there’s absolutely no way I can live with my parents for as long as I need to. After living away from home for two years and then coming back and constantly being here…nope, not working out.

I really have no connection to SD anymore. My life just isn’t here anymore. I’ve been out of high school for 3 years now and everyone is either gone or leaving and then I find myself having to stay here again. I only am friends with 1 person from high school still, and that’s Rita (because she was the coolest person at chs, obvi ;) It just kinda sucks that there aren’t any art jobs here. The entertainment industry is obviously in LA and that’s where I want to be. My whole situation frustrates me, in so many ways. I’m seriously stuck down here.

I just want to be independent already with my career and stable. Why do we have to go through so much crap to get to that point though?

sail-to-me:

foreverlovelyeverafter:

Lauren on tumblr! must be painstakingly bored…

sure i’ll go on tumblr…. since I’m painstakingly bored of course!

hahahaha omg you guys

So my painting teacher failed to give me one of my paintings, and I moved all the way home (2 hours away) and didn’t find out until the other day. So now I’m having to get up at 8am & drive back up to school to pick up my one painting that my friend put in my locker for me.

The bright side of all of this? I get to see Lauren and Kevin and go to the beach & have a picnic with them while I’m up there :) Totally worth it.

PS I got some new lipstick today. It’s super bright pink. Yay summer!

foreverlovelyeverafter:

ran out of space in my drawers for clothing…. this could be a problem 

Same here! There was just too much storage space in the dorms -__-

Dang, I really love working in Illustrator now. Ever since I learned how to use it from type class it’s just become super fun to create art with it.

My inner graphic design major is showing, but I abandoned that long ago. Animation is where I’m staying ;)

I love listening to people play the piano. Idk, it’s just so impressive to me because I always wanted to learn but never had the dedication.